Wednesday, December 5, 2012

#WE

我確定 by Victor Wong

作詞:易桀齊
作曲:易桀齊/伍冠諺
編曲:黃冠豪

心 , 感謝認識你
你 , 充滿我的心
愛情好神奇 有時不需要言語
生活裡默契讓我們都驚喜
心 ,如果沒有你
我像無頭的蒼蠅
未來跟過去比
我相信一定有趣
你是我欣賞不完的風景
此時此刻我確定
我確定永遠都愛你
我決定你的決定像信仰一樣的堅定
此時此刻我確定
就算窗外雷聲驚天動地
現在身邊那個人是你 我就安心

心 (心) ~ 感謝認識你
你 (你) ~ 充滿我的心
愛情好神奇 有時不需要言語
生活裡默契讓我們都驚喜
此時此刻我確定
我確定永遠都愛你
我決定你的決定像信仰一樣的堅定
此時此刻我確定
就算窗外雷聲驚天動地
現在身邊那個人是你我就安心

此時此刻我確定
我確定永遠都愛你
我決定你的決定像信仰一樣的堅定
此時此刻我確定
就算窗外雷聲驚天動地
現在身邊那個人是你我就安心

嗚 ~ 我確定 ~

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This was my song of the day~ Though, Victor Wong is a great singer! :)
Basically, I’m really grateful that we know each other.
Like the lyric,
"心 , 感謝認識你" :)

Let me flash back…
If wasn’t me that stubborn and insisted to study law...
I guess for now, I should be at Sabah studying Ekonomi Antarabangsa or else in UM majoring in Music.
Yea~
Then, we won’t know each other or meet each other..
We will like…strangers??
*laugh*

Somehow, yesterday you told me…
You want to be my Mr Piggy. Partially which belong to me...*this is what I said* :)

***What means partially to me?? Basically, that's because you still have your life to go. You still have your family and friends and I have mine as well. I don't need you to be 24/7 with me, accompany me, but at least I know you were there whenever I need you, whenever I need your hugs and it's same goes to you. In a relationship, everything it's just depend on trust...***

Obviously, I’m kind of happy but I’m scared. :(
In the sense of…consider and think too much.
As I said: “ My growth is a silent, is a secret…I used to live in a box, building walls was my talent…from young, I was instilled with “not to trust”…”

Yea~ somehow that was only part of me…

My growth is a silent, is a secret because I think that no one will know me…I don’t like to share my feeling especially the sad part…I don’t hope others people to get involve into my moody mood. I know myself quite well, If I shared…I would no longer smiling or laughing and tell you about it…I will like crying while telling you eventually I don’t want it to happen.

I used to live in a box and building walls was my talent because I’m coward! I’m scared of getting hurt~
In order to protect myself, this was the only way…lock myself inside a box instead, I guess it should be lock my heart inside the box like the Octopus inside the Pirate and the Caribbean. He locked his heart inside a box and buried it deeply into one of the island. With all this, I only can feel better and make sense. With this, I can really laugh like no bodies care. With this, I can really sure that my heart is been protected.

From young I was instilled with “not to trust”. I guess this should be credit and thanks to my Mumi and all those passed memories which prove that my Mumi was right. That's the part I feared the most..
In a relationship, trust existed the most. I will try~ I hope it worked since I been having this habit for almost 20 years?
What I means trust was using my heart truly believe that you are good to me and you won't do anything to hurt me.
Just like Darren and Cow. Honestly, they are my only best best friends for the past 20 years because I don't easily mark friends as my best friend. So yea~ but I don't know whether this, for them, it is a good thing or a bad thing. *laugh*
If it was like normal small case thingy, I might believe, as what my friends always said that I'm really someone who easily get cheated. I was like, " yea~ I'm!!" Instead this don't hurt me. It don't cost me anything. As long as you are happy, I'm fine with it. :)
I will believe, but not trust. I don't know whether others peoples will understand what am I trying to express but this was how I differentiate it between believe and trust.

I don’t know~ you said I looks very happy but can see sadness behind me.
Somehow, I’m pretty sure I’m a kind of person who really can cover my sadness perfectly if you don’t trigger it. That’s why I’m curious…what made you said that statement?

However, I’m grateful that we are not stranger as well as Alan and new friends. You guys really make me growth. I means at least I learned something out of it. Yea~
*laugh*

Great day! and it's time for me to fight for my FINALS~ FIGHTING GO GO GO !!!!!! XD

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