Monday, December 10, 2012

#fool?

I felt myself like an idiot.
What am I hoping for?
An answer? A reply? Your message?
Why am i keep looking at the phone and worried that i will missed your message.. eventually...disappointment growth each time I looked at it.
I guess...i am really the only idiot who cares about it.
I hate you for controlling my mood.
I hate you for controlling my mind.
I hate you for controlling my heart.
i hate you...why turning me into an idiot.
Why am i still believing in something it might not happen?
Why am i believing in something which i don't used to believe?
or...everything is just a misunderstanding...
i'm that stupid till i misunderstand everything that u have done..



2 comments:

  1. There can't be answer without a question =]
    If you're looking for an answer, ask.

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    1. There can always an answer without a question...
      that's through feeling...
      Answer is always there if you can feel it deeply.

      Somehow...
      I'm an idiot, I can't feel, so I choose to ask.
      Why? Why? Why?
      The first question was a mistake~
      and everything is a mistake.

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