#distance

"Lucky Guy" by David Choi

It’s been so long since I’ve met someone
That makes me feel this way
Makes me smile, and that’s hard to do
I don’t think it’s something you realize you do

You make me feel
Like I’m the only guy
With you in the world

But we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that boy in your life
Better make you his wife
And he better believe he’s a lucky guy

You wanted a song well here’s one for you
Nobody will know except for us two
Don’t ask me about it
Cuz I won’t tell the truth
Just know that there’s someone
Thinking of you

You make me feel
Something I wish wasn’t real at all

[Chorus]

You were never mine to begin with…

So we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that boy in your life
Better make you his wife
And he better believe he’s a lucky guy

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This was a song which was the ending song for the Unfold 2.
I don't know why, I 'm just falling to this song.

"But we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that boy in your life
Better make you his wife
And he better believe he’s a lucky guy"

This was the part of the lyrics that I love the most. :)
Sometimes, love with a distance...
really need a lot of courage.

I don't know why am I watching the Unfold part 2 for the second time..
But just felt sad in the sense that why can't they be together.
Why the guy have to just walk off when the girl said "can we do this again"?
I don't get it. Isn't it both of you still in love with each other???
What made you step back when the girl said "yes"?
Though, at last the guy do really made his way for chasing back the girl again.
It should be consider a happy ending? *laugh*

Life...unpredictable.
Love..unpredictable as well, though it really need to be work out by both parties not one. :)

I don't know what will happen to us in the future.
I do enjoyed the moment when I was with you.
I do love the moment when you are sitting beside me when in the cinema.
I do love the feeling that you put your head on my shoulder.
I love the way when you asked me "are you cold?" and hand me your hoody to me and used it to cover me without waiting for me to say "yes". Honestly, I'm touched.
I remembered once before, I told you to beware...because Billy the crocodile might eat you up and you said "I don't care because I only live once".
*laugh* I'm super happy actually. Thank you for saying that. yea~ that's my life...I 'm really someone who really scared for being hurt. Sorry~
I don't know....When I was with you...I'm just like a kid. I felt like out of the box and wish to tell you everything that made me miserable, anything that made my day gloomy.

But...I was scared and started to step back. I don't feel like "me" anymore.

I don't know what are you thinking?
and I don't know what all that means to you even though everything that you have done, it do means a lot to me.
You might be thinking that was just some actions to flirt around?
It is just a small case?
or a challenge? 
I don't know...or worst...I am just a spare tire.
A spare which can entertain you. A crown which can make you happy or accompany when you are boring.
I don't know~ am I doing the right thing.

What is our status for currently?
A friend?
Best friend?
Good mate?
Couple?
Or nothing at all....

Foolish! I'm an idiot! Watashi wa bakayaro desu.
Hontoni bakayaro desu.
Why am I caring so much, why am I feeling something which not suppose to be...
What is inside you little brain??
Who am I? What am I?
I'm sad.... :(