#about me

"Heart And Mind" by Kina Grannis

I write you letters from right to left
See if you have desire yet
To decipher what I said
And learn secrets from my head

And it was hard for me to say
Those three words that are so brave
Almost kept them locked away
Deep inside where they'd be safe

[Chorus:]
Always trying to find
A safer place to hide
Always felt I was protecting my heart and mind
Heart and mind
But it seems like to really feel like
I cannot hide
My heart and mind

And I don't know why I get shy
Tucked away inside my mind
Scared to let someone inside
I sit silent in disguise

[Chorus]

Day I found a strength inside
Just by finally realizing
Is it truth that is inside
That I really cannot hide

My heart and mind
I always felt I was protecting my heart and mind
Heart and mind
But it seems like to really feel like
I cannot hide
My heart and mind
I cannot hide
My heart and mind

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A song which reflected something about me...
My heart and my mind...
Eventually, I am those who always trying to find a safer place to hide because I am trying to protect my heart and mind.
Those who really know about me...like Darren and Cow...
Eventually, until now they are someone who really know how am I actually.
Hiding is my best shield...
Hiding is my best wall...
Hiding is my best cure...
I don't need sympathy or empathy..
Once before, there is a guy which was my secondary friend told me that I'm different from others girls.
For him, I'm someone who strong in physically and mentally.
*laugh* Eventually, yea~ this is what I want peoples to think of.
I 'm happy anyway...but sad that you really don't know me well..
4 years old.
7 years old.
9 years old.
12 years old.
14 years old.
15 years old.
17 years old.
until now....
20 years old.
*ironically laugh*
Each year, I am having a UNFORGETTABLE story which even worst behind me~
What made me that susceed infront of peoples as what you guys think of...
What made me to stay strong...
What force me to stay strong...
My stories, my life, my heart, my mind...
What do you know? You don't know anything and I don't wish to let anyone know as well.
That's what i said~ My growth is a silent, is a secret~
Because I don't trust...
I choose to hide....
I choose to build walls...
I'm a porcupine.
I'm someone who really like to think a lot....
A lots of peoples think that I'm really a mature fella...
I don't know, it might be because I really think a lot...
Different people different opinions...
Some people think that I'm charm
I'm cheerful
I'm sweet
I'm kiddo
I'm mature
*laugh*
yea~ really a lot of opinions about me..
Eventually, you guys really know nothing about me. *laugh*