#turning point??

Sometimes, for me....
even though is a message which might be some artificial talk....but I still felt happy about it.
and so sweet deep inside my heart. *laugh*
I wonder will you having the same feeling as me? O.o

In my opinion, hmmm~ I guess it should be a no to you?
Somehow, you are someone who really...I don't know which word best suit you but I guess you won't feel the same feeling as I felt.
For you, I guess it is a no big deal right...because I think you been so experience that telling others girls who you wanted to flirt. *I guess so* For you, you tell me that I'm special, honestly...are you telling any others girls about this as well? I bet you are.
I really don't know much about you..
Each time, every single moment, I wanted to go near you, I'm having an invisible fear in me.
I don't know.
We are doing something which seem like should be a couple but indeed we are not a couple or a lover.
I don't know what is inside your mind, what you think about us, what you think about me.
For you...who is me?? Where is me?? What is me?? How is me??
Questions bound out which I don't know how to answer myself.
You said you care...but..I don't feel it. I don't feel it that you care.

I'm just a normal people, a lay man.
Don't do something that you think that I will understand about it...
I might don't go for it..
Because I need something more specific...something more confirm...
I need something direct...not a guess or what ever.
Don't made me guess, I might think something else.

My world is really simple~
Yes definitely is a yes..
No definitely is a no.. :)