#my Heart

I'm speechless right now. Totally speechless.
Even though I'm keeping distance, apparently...I'm still losing them as friend.
Friend forever?? As you said, always.
LOL. This is just a joke??
Friend...fine~
The more I care the worst I feel.
Anyway...I'm just found my self who was a noob and you are the one who gradually became a stranger to me.

Frankly speaking, you will never know how I feel right now.
No matter Sammy or you....
I guess, I made a wrong move?
I'm trying to help but end up locking myself into deep shit.
I'm just too stupid.
It's always like the more I care, the worst I get.
No pain, no gain no longer sounds logic in this situation.

"I don't care any more."
It's always sounds much more easier to say than action.

I'm having lots of things to be settle right now.
Doing part time while studying.
And yet, this Sem was a sem that really stressed me up a lot.
And now you guys treat me like that.
Am I that stupid? Where you guys can just throw away after using me?
Great one~
Nice job buddy.
Thank you. What have I done wrong?

Haiz~~
*pat pat. Everything is going to be so fine.
Yea...Everything going to be so fine.