#the Birthday party

Today was Timothy's 21st birthday, some how~ I don't know how to express that...it was like yea~ a great beginning for another 10 years and as well as mine.
I am turning into 21st soon~ I don't really like it, but..this is life~
Sometimes, I will ask God : Why are you creating years to make human suffer?
Yea~ I didn't manage to get any feed back~ Somehow, I am always aware that life no take two, be happy and don't worry. Rock my life when ever it is, that's why...I will try everything as long I am still alive and healthy~
Skating, bungee jump, car racing, games, dodge ball, and now I am thinking of ridding on a F1 motorcycle may be Kawasaki as well. I don't know, i just wish to do some activities which guys can do, and I believe I can do as well. Although it is dangerous and I would fear of it, but as long as I can, I am willing to give a try.
I don't hope that I will regret in someday if I don't enjoy to the max~
It's same thing goes to my study~ You won't believe the story behind, as well as I.
That's one fine day, my youngest aunty came to PJ, she asked me...do you really like Law? And is that the road, the journey, the track that you wish to. I don't know~ I tell her I don't know~
I don't know why I choose Law, but one thing for sure~ I am controlling my life...no matter how hard was it, how suffer was it, how terrible was it, how much tears of it, I am controlling it instead of being a puppet~
I don't know, I know sometimes daddy and mumi were not trying to control it but giving advise. Everything that they do is the best, every arrangement, every moment, every minute, we are their life. I am not trying to blame anything, but...my life, my future, I only hope that I can participate along.
I love you daddy and Mumi, I really do. Thank you for everything ..although it is an accident, thank you for protecting me. Thank you, I really do means it. I LOVE YOU :)

It's just like how Tim love his family. Honestly, kind of envy towards him, because we don't really have a lots family photo, and..I don't know why, I love the way he hug his mother..kind of cute and lovely.
Yea, family photo...I realized that, Tim did really has a lot of family photo and individual photo. The best part was each of them having their own photo album including the year he and his brothers born. That's lovely, a family which full of love.
I still remember, when I was young I was that mischievous and rebellious. Kind of irritating and annoying fella. I was not good that time and I even came to a situation that starting to hate everyone, blaming everyone. I guess I am really a headache to my family when I was young. It's so sad~ I don't even speak to them, because I persisted that no one knows me even my mother...I was so scared and not dare to tell her anything. I don't know why, so... I used to keep things, secret, and bury it into the deep bottom of my heart and in conjunction with this, I growth with silent. Keeping secret turned to become my habit. I don't speak not even to my best friend or family member, piano~ is my best release.
Life no take two, from the moment we born until now, every single moment is a memory.
My memories when I was young is a silent, is a secret.
From a baby and grow and getting taller even getting fatter, haha..who knows what will happen during the growth but... no matter is a good memory or a bad memory, it is a gift from the God.
I still remember Tim's aunty, Aunty Kun..she asked his mother how did Tim born, and the cutest part was the process. They did mention about how Tim's mumi was brought to the hospital...something like that.
Yea~
A good memory, allowed us to flash back with a wide smile.
A bad memory, allowed us to remember our mistake and help us growth.

I don't know, how is KL peoples looks like...what's colour of their heart, what's colour of their character, what's colour of their lifestyle.. compare with mine, may be really a big gap..
As I know I don't drink, but they do.
I don't clubbing, but they do.
I don't smoke and I don't like people smoke as well because I hate that smell but they do..just like during the dinner, go washroom together and smoke together. That's cute.

Our lifestyle were really a big gap but I guess the only thing that won't change is...LOVE.
Everyone need love, no matter, whether are you a baby, a teenager, an adult, or an old folk. Everyone need love as well as I. We need love, a love which hand up from the bottom of our heart.
A truly love.