First and foremost, I really wanted to thanks Alan for making that video out. Honestly, it was lovely and cute :)
Somehow, screwed the laptop. My voice in that video was suck~ I really can't believe it! My God~ That was so and so and so and so irritating and annoying! *laugh* For me it was really an unacceptable. LOL
But somehow, I thank God that I am one of them in the video, I thank God that both of you are my friends.
May be, I will that blur, lots of thing that I don't know or may be something I shouldn't know but I know? haha, coincident always happen :) *laugh*
Beside the lovely and cute elements, for me....it was a motivation video.
It made me realized that, once the time is passed...it won't come back anymore.
Just like, when we are babies, and soon we studied in the primary school and sooner we are an adult.
We can't just say to God that: " God, I don't like my life, I don't wan to grow up, I don't want this and don't want that..." and God will like press one button, "pop" we back to the pass. LOL. This is impossible! *laugh* stop dreaming! haha
Accept it or not, that's the reality of life. There is no back way~ That's why, we should always look in front instead of looking behind.
Along the journey, along the growing process, we used to lose something but in return we gain something. We gained love, we gained experiences, we gained lessons, we even gained happiness nor sadness.
We started to learn what the hell is "no pain no gain".
Everyday, every minute, every second, every moment.....We are growing.
Life no take two, that's why I choose to laugh like no bodies care. I might get into trouble and sad even tears...but laugh and smile was the only way that make me stronger.
Happiness is my key of success, laugh like no bodies care is my key of life.
Laugh is my power! and I GOT THE POWER! What about you??
Happy ever after! God bless everyone XD
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Sunday, October 28, 2012
#my Piano
I don't why~ I 'm dropped into this kind of situation. I really hate that feeling.
I was like a stupid dumb ass repeating all those stupid things again.
I m an idiot!
I need piano~
The only way that I can really expressed myself~
I was like a stupid dumb ass repeating all those stupid things again.
I m an idiot!
I need piano~
The only way that I can really expressed myself~
Saturday, October 27, 2012
#the Birthday party
Today was Timothy's 21st birthday, some how~ I don't know how to express that...it was like yea~ a great beginning for another 10 years and as well as mine.
I am turning into 21st soon~ I don't really like it, but..this is life~
Sometimes, I will ask God : Why are you creating years to make human suffer?
Yea~ I didn't manage to get any feed back~ Somehow, I am always aware that life no take two, be happy and don't worry. Rock my life when ever it is, that's why...I will try everything as long I am still alive and healthy~
Skating, bungee jump, car racing, games, dodge ball, and now I am thinking of ridding on a F1 motorcycle may be Kawasaki as well. I don't know, i just wish to do some activities which guys can do, and I believe I can do as well. Although it is dangerous and I would fear of it, but as long as I can, I am willing to give a try.
I don't hope that I will regret in someday if I don't enjoy to the max~
It's same thing goes to my study~ You won't believe the story behind, as well as I.
That's one fine day, my youngest aunty came to PJ, she asked me...do you really like Law? And is that the road, the journey, the track that you wish to. I don't know~ I tell her I don't know~
I don't know why I choose Law, but one thing for sure~ I am controlling my life...no matter how hard was it, how suffer was it, how terrible was it, how much tears of it, I am controlling it instead of being a puppet~
I don't know, I know sometimes daddy and mumi were not trying to control it but giving advise. Everything that they do is the best, every arrangement, every moment, every minute, we are their life. I am not trying to blame anything, but...my life, my future, I only hope that I can participate along.
I love you daddy and Mumi, I really do. Thank you for everything ..although it is an accident, thank you for protecting me. Thank you, I really do means it. I LOVE YOU :)
It's just like how Tim love his family. Honestly, kind of envy towards him, because we don't really have a lots family photo, and..I don't know why, I love the way he hug his mother..kind of cute and lovely.
Yea, family photo...I realized that, Tim did really has a lot of family photo and individual photo. The best part was each of them having their own photo album including the year he and his brothers born. That's lovely, a family which full of love.
I still remember, when I was young I was that mischievous and rebellious. Kind of irritating and annoying fella. I was not good that time and I even came to a situation that starting to hate everyone, blaming everyone. I guess I am really a headache to my family when I was young. It's so sad~ I don't even speak to them, because I persisted that no one knows me even my mother...I was so scared and not dare to tell her anything. I don't know why, so... I used to keep things, secret, and bury it into the deep bottom of my heart and in conjunction with this, I growth with silent. Keeping secret turned to become my habit. I don't speak not even to my best friend or family member, piano~ is my best release.
Life no take two, from the moment we born until now, every single moment is a memory.
My memories when I was young is a silent, is a secret.
From a baby and grow and getting taller even getting fatter, haha..who knows what will happen during the growth but... no matter is a good memory or a bad memory, it is a gift from the God.
I still remember Tim's aunty, Aunty Kun..she asked his mother how did Tim born, and the cutest part was the process. They did mention about how Tim's mumi was brought to the hospital...something like that.
Yea~
A good memory, allowed us to flash back with a wide smile.
A bad memory, allowed us to remember our mistake and help us growth.
I don't know, how is KL peoples looks like...what's colour of their heart, what's colour of their character, what's colour of their lifestyle.. compare with mine, may be really a big gap..
As I know I don't drink, but they do.
I don't clubbing, but they do.
I don't smoke and I don't like people smoke as well because I hate that smell but they do..just like during the dinner, go washroom together and smoke together. That's cute.
Our lifestyle were really a big gap but I guess the only thing that won't change is...LOVE.
Everyone need love, no matter, whether are you a baby, a teenager, an adult, or an old folk. Everyone need love as well as I. We need love, a love which hand up from the bottom of our heart.
A truly love.
I am turning into 21st soon~ I don't really like it, but..this is life~
Sometimes, I will ask God : Why are you creating years to make human suffer?
Yea~ I didn't manage to get any feed back~ Somehow, I am always aware that life no take two, be happy and don't worry. Rock my life when ever it is, that's why...I will try everything as long I am still alive and healthy~
Skating, bungee jump, car racing, games, dodge ball, and now I am thinking of ridding on a F1 motorcycle may be Kawasaki as well. I don't know, i just wish to do some activities which guys can do, and I believe I can do as well. Although it is dangerous and I would fear of it, but as long as I can, I am willing to give a try.
I don't hope that I will regret in someday if I don't enjoy to the max~
It's same thing goes to my study~ You won't believe the story behind, as well as I.
That's one fine day, my youngest aunty came to PJ, she asked me...do you really like Law? And is that the road, the journey, the track that you wish to. I don't know~ I tell her I don't know~
I don't know why I choose Law, but one thing for sure~ I am controlling my life...no matter how hard was it, how suffer was it, how terrible was it, how much tears of it, I am controlling it instead of being a puppet~
I don't know, I know sometimes daddy and mumi were not trying to control it but giving advise. Everything that they do is the best, every arrangement, every moment, every minute, we are their life. I am not trying to blame anything, but...my life, my future, I only hope that I can participate along.
I love you daddy and Mumi, I really do. Thank you for everything ..although it is an accident, thank you for protecting me. Thank you, I really do means it. I LOVE YOU :)
It's just like how Tim love his family. Honestly, kind of envy towards him, because we don't really have a lots family photo, and..I don't know why, I love the way he hug his mother..kind of cute and lovely.
Yea, family photo...I realized that, Tim did really has a lot of family photo and individual photo. The best part was each of them having their own photo album including the year he and his brothers born. That's lovely, a family which full of love.
I still remember, when I was young I was that mischievous and rebellious. Kind of irritating and annoying fella. I was not good that time and I even came to a situation that starting to hate everyone, blaming everyone. I guess I am really a headache to my family when I was young. It's so sad~ I don't even speak to them, because I persisted that no one knows me even my mother...I was so scared and not dare to tell her anything. I don't know why, so... I used to keep things, secret, and bury it into the deep bottom of my heart and in conjunction with this, I growth with silent. Keeping secret turned to become my habit. I don't speak not even to my best friend or family member, piano~ is my best release.
Life no take two, from the moment we born until now, every single moment is a memory.
My memories when I was young is a silent, is a secret.
From a baby and grow and getting taller even getting fatter, haha..who knows what will happen during the growth but... no matter is a good memory or a bad memory, it is a gift from the God.
I still remember Tim's aunty, Aunty Kun..she asked his mother how did Tim born, and the cutest part was the process. They did mention about how Tim's mumi was brought to the hospital...something like that.
Yea~
A good memory, allowed us to flash back with a wide smile.
A bad memory, allowed us to remember our mistake and help us growth.
I don't know, how is KL peoples looks like...what's colour of their heart, what's colour of their character, what's colour of their lifestyle.. compare with mine, may be really a big gap..
As I know I don't drink, but they do.
I don't clubbing, but they do.
I don't smoke and I don't like people smoke as well because I hate that smell but they do..just like during the dinner, go washroom together and smoke together. That's cute.
Our lifestyle were really a big gap but I guess the only thing that won't change is...LOVE.
Everyone need love, no matter, whether are you a baby, a teenager, an adult, or an old folk. Everyone need love as well as I. We need love, a love which hand up from the bottom of our heart.
A truly love.
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
I Don't Know
Why am I making myself into troubles again which I knew how to built my own case and protect myself.
Why am I always be like that~ can't you be mature a bit!
What am I waiting for? Hope?
*laugh*
Why am I always be like that~ can't you be mature a bit!
What am I waiting for? Hope?
*laugh*
Friday, October 12, 2012
the Night I lost!
OMG~
I don't know whether today was my lucky day or a bad luck day.
Guess what~ Peoples used to get lost in the jungle and I am getting lost in the city~
Oh man! This really FREAK ME OUT~
After the Dodge ball practice, we went for our dinner at don't know which part of KL.
Then, after the dinner, I ask Peter about the road back to Section 17. Peter showed me the way until Tropicana Mall which where he stay.
So, I was at the Tropicana Mall. Peter taught me how to go back to Section 17 which you know I used to be "one way ticket". So, he asked me to make a U-turn which I forgot is after the fountain or before the fountain.
After that, I do made a U-turn.
However, I made a wrong U-turn which I found out it was a ONE WAY road after my U-turn.
I was like " SHIT! It was a one way road". So, I made a U-turn again. Guess what! I was wrong again. I am at the car park of the Tropicana Mall, and I was " SHIT! It is a one way road!". Then, I made an illegal U-turn.
I was happy, because I am out of the Tropicana Mall.
But, freaking moment started once I am out of the Tropicana Mall.
This time I was like, " SHIT! Where am I?" I was like " SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! Actually, where am I!"
This was the first time that I felt the direction plates that set up by the government was useful!
and...this was the first time that I felt unsafe when my GPS is not with me.
It was like...I am loosing my direction which I was worried that I need to sleep at the road side until the next morning. I even thought of calling the POLICE to bring me back to Section 17! *laugh*
Then, I was like "COOL DOWN SHERYI, chill, you will find a way back home, don't worry~"
Suddenly, I was like "SHITTTTTTTTT~ I am running out of petrol!" Oh man! Not this time!
This was the worst thing ever!
At least I am not that worry that I am lost, but I am totally freak out that my car will stop at the middle of the highway! Is highway, not any others road! Gosh~
I was like keep on staring at my petrol meter and the distance meter which I hope I manage to find my way out before my car run out of petrol!
MY GOD~
This was insane~ I was like " Yeah~ when Papa bring you to KL, instead of recognizing the road but you are SLEEPING in the car!!!!"
This is so so so so "great"~
After sometime, which I slow down the car and force myself to look at the direction plate. I was like " SHIT MAN~ I left my spectacles in the hostel. This is so GREAT!" I can't see clearly when it is night.
Oh man~
After some time hanging around at the place that I don't know, I finally found Jaya One~
Thank God! I almost reach my hostel.
At last, I ended my SHIT journey ~ *laugh*
Thank God~ That I'm safe and still alive! XD
I don't know whether today was my lucky day or a bad luck day.
Guess what~ Peoples used to get lost in the jungle and I am getting lost in the city~
Oh man! This really FREAK ME OUT~
After the Dodge ball practice, we went for our dinner at don't know which part of KL.
Then, after the dinner, I ask Peter about the road back to Section 17. Peter showed me the way until Tropicana Mall which where he stay.
So, I was at the Tropicana Mall. Peter taught me how to go back to Section 17 which you know I used to be "one way ticket". So, he asked me to make a U-turn which I forgot is after the fountain or before the fountain.
After that, I do made a U-turn.
However, I made a wrong U-turn which I found out it was a ONE WAY road after my U-turn.
I was like " SHIT! It was a one way road". So, I made a U-turn again. Guess what! I was wrong again. I am at the car park of the Tropicana Mall, and I was " SHIT! It is a one way road!". Then, I made an illegal U-turn.
I was happy, because I am out of the Tropicana Mall.
But, freaking moment started once I am out of the Tropicana Mall.
This time I was like, " SHIT! Where am I?" I was like " SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! Actually, where am I!"
This was the first time that I felt the direction plates that set up by the government was useful!
and...this was the first time that I felt unsafe when my GPS is not with me.
It was like...I am loosing my direction which I was worried that I need to sleep at the road side until the next morning. I even thought of calling the POLICE to bring me back to Section 17! *laugh*
Then, I was like "COOL DOWN SHERYI, chill, you will find a way back home, don't worry~"
Suddenly, I was like "SHITTTTTTTTT~ I am running out of petrol!" Oh man! Not this time!
This was the worst thing ever!
At least I am not that worry that I am lost, but I am totally freak out that my car will stop at the middle of the highway! Is highway, not any others road! Gosh~
I was like keep on staring at my petrol meter and the distance meter which I hope I manage to find my way out before my car run out of petrol!
MY GOD~
This was insane~ I was like " Yeah~ when Papa bring you to KL, instead of recognizing the road but you are SLEEPING in the car!!!!"
This is so so so so "great"~
After sometime, which I slow down the car and force myself to look at the direction plate. I was like " SHIT MAN~ I left my spectacles in the hostel. This is so GREAT!" I can't see clearly when it is night.
Oh man~
After some time hanging around at the place that I don't know, I finally found Jaya One~
Thank God! I almost reach my hostel.
At last, I ended my SHIT journey ~ *laugh*
Thank God~ That I'm safe and still alive! XD
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