Sunday, September 30, 2012

我的二十歲的生日 #my 20th Birthday

时间过得真快~
过了今天,我即将正式升为20岁人了~

我的生日过得像平常一样,蛋糕也不算是我的蛋糕,祝福嘛~也很少。
就像以前一样,没有变。
就像以前一样,很少人会记得我的生日。
除了家里人以外,朋友的话。。。正式记得的,只有两个。哈哈。
算了吧~ 习惯就好。

我生日的第一个愿望就是希望我的家里人,我爱的人都能够平平安安,身体健康,心想事成。
第二个愿望,我希望我一切顺利,学业猛进,心想事成。
第三个愿望,我希望这世界上,不管人或是动植物,都能够和睦相处,大家都能够平平安安,没有战争,没有残酷,世界和平。

在生日的前一天,家里忽然来了一只流浪猫。眼看,这只流浪猫,不是非一般的猫,它的尾巴很漂亮,给我的感觉就是,它被它的主人抛弃了。
它可能因为患病而被主人抛弃了。很坏的主人哦~
如果你要养,就请你为它们负责,不然请你不要养它们。
尤其是一些名狗或是名猫,请你们更要好好对待他们,因为你要知道,一旦你抛弃它们,它们很难生存的。因为它们从未独立过,它们习惯住好,睡好,吃好,它们不会为自己寻找吃的,更不大会照顾自己,它们不是非一般的流浪猫流浪狗。即使是流浪猫流浪狗,一旦你们饲养它们,请你们好好爱护它们,它们的生命也一样像人类的生命一样珍贵。
不要看不起它们的小生命。爱惜它们吧~人类。
如果,我家里有能力的话,能够的话,我一定会收养它,但是真的很抱歉~我帮不了你什么,我能够提供的就只有那一片面包,还有请求神好好保佑你,好让你早日找到一位好主人。
你要加油~ 加油哦~

20歲了,加油哦~生日快樂! 我們一起加油吧,小貓貓。

Monday, September 24, 2012

夏日乐悠悠 #love You You

今天,不知道为什么,很放肆的让自己看了一套 MOVIE。MOVIE 名叫夏日乐悠悠。
一套只剩下30%听觉的女生的爱情故事。
而且我与这套戏好像蛮有缘,他们的这套戏也是9月30日上映的,和我的生日。。一模一样呢~

话说回来,说真的。。女主角虽然在戏剧中有些假,但是具体来说,故事类容还蛮不错。
但是,现实会是如此吗?有情人真的可以终成眷属吗?
潘多拉的盒子真的可以打开吗?
戏中印象最深刻的,是夏米的前男友,他说他并不介意夏米携带助听器,但是他妈妈却很介意。
说真的,都是借口,当一个人真真爱上一个人时,他需要的就是包容对方,而且是不管任何情况下选着保护她。
但是很显然他爱她并不够深,甚至需要摆上妈妈的名号作为分手的理由。

在我与一位要好的朋友交谈当中,我们不知道为什么会谈到歌曲,然后他就 LIST 出他有在聆听的歌曲,其中包括郁可唯的【好朋友就只有朋友】。
你知道吗,它就是那首让我放手的力量。
我曾经以婉转的方式对他说我的心意,但是我不知道。。他是明白还是不明白,或者装傻。
但是,都无所谓。。因为。。
当你回答的那瞬间,你问我是不是在开玩笑。。说真的,那瞬间,我有些难过。。因为,我希望的答案,并不是问我到底是不是在开玩笑。
你开口的那瞬间,我的勇气消失了,我选择退缩了,便承认我在开玩笑。
这件事,我曾经写把它命名为潘多拉的盒子。但是,我想把它,想把这件事,往心里的最深处给埋了,发泄后。。我就把它给删掉了。
我不曾告诉任何人,那个他到底是谁,我也不想说。因为我觉得自己很傻,我曾经问我自己,那个感觉是真的吗?还是是自己的幻想。说真的,我真的不知道。
因为,我这个人太会幻想了~

然后那位朋友,问我:你幸福吗?
说真的,幸福这个字眼,太广了~
对我来说,幸福并不只有爱情才能给予的。
幸福,可以来之很多方面。
就比如,很丰盛的一餐,与家人一起,等等。。
很简单,很简单的事物,都能让一个人幸福快乐。
幸福快乐的字眼,其实就介于你怎么去看一件事。
可能,我说的你会不明白,但是很多东西是需要自己去体验的。
就像,我很幸福也很幸运,有一位很严厉的妈妈。在别人的眼中,严厉的妈妈通常都会培养出一个很叛逆的孩子,这都是我的高中6的朋友的想法。但是他们说,我却很例外,我不叛逆,甚至很听话。
说真的,妈妈的严厉还让我感恩呢~要不是妈妈坚持随我们严厉,就不会有今天的我们。
今天有家教的我们。
如果当初的叛逆期,妈妈没有对我很严厉,老实说一句,我可能是一位很顽皮,很没有家教的家伙。叛逆期间,我常常埋怨妈妈,为什么不可以好像其他同学的妈妈一样,让我做自己想要做的东西?为什么不让我和朋友一起出街?为什么考试不及格还一直骂我们而不像其他妈妈一样给予鼓励安慰?我甚至曾经埋怨妈妈不疼我,不爱我,偏心。
但是,叛逆期间后,我发现妈妈是爱我们的,只是她用了另一种方式来爱我们。很感恩。
而我也很感恩有一位常常像小孩一样和我们一起闹的爸爸。
所以,不一定要拥有爱情的滋润,才叫做幸福。



Wednesday, September 19, 2012

#think Twice!

That's freaking insane, can you imagine..I am getting older and older. I wish to be 18 years old but I knew it! It is impossible! Freaking time! Hate it ><

Are you wondering what am I mentioning? haha. That's my birthday is around the corner, and it is special~ because my birthday fall on the exact day of Moon Cake Festival. That's was awesome! Isn't it? 
Normally it won't fall on the exact day, but it's does for this year. Freaking happy! haha
I am such a lucky girl~ 

Somehow, I wish God will protect Shan Long although I am not that closed to him.
He is in a depressed condition which planned to commit suicide, I guessed~
Things do happen is always come with a reason. 
I really didn't know how to express my feeling, it is just freaking. He posted some message regards ending his life. That was insane, which I really can't find something which is more suitable to describe it.
However, it is stupid, idiot, double idiot, and so for ending your own life with the reason of can't handle and can't take it any more. It is! 
Life is precious~ I know, some of them really do need to cross over a lot of difficulties, but stay strong, God is always with you, you are not alone. God do so is just because He is testing you and He do believe you are chosen and will be the strongest amongst everyone. I believed anything He done, there will be a reason and answer behind it. Don't be sad, be happy. 

In my knowledge, his family's condition is complicated. He quite a pity little young man. 
This was what happen, his parents was divorced and both party was remarried. So, he felt that he no longer be appreciated and he is lacking of love from his parent since his daddy and mummy were having more children other than him. He been looks like an outsider by others when ever he stayed with either side of his so called family.  
This is sad and I am not trying to criticize anyone. The most important thing was I am not trying being offensive to any party.

In my opinion, family is the core of a child. No matter how strong were the children are, they need love.
A happy family born a happy child. 
I don't really understand, if you think that he or she is not your only one, not your only love, or may be not worthy for you to spend your whole life with he or she, why are you proposing or saying I do? 
In a family, there should be a daddy and a mummy. Lacking any part of it, we don't call it family.
Once both party agreed and said I do, on that moment..forming happiness in your family is your responsible.
If you are not confident enough for forming your own family with your spouse, don't get marry, if you do..don't born babies and just remember to wear condom or anything which can avoid for giving birth. don't ruined your children's life as well as yours.
They are innocent and they don't owe any responsible on your mistake.
If you think that they are part of the family, and they do owe a duty on your mistake, I will tell..you fucking people! Please wake up! I don't means to be rude but don't you remember that you are the one who wish to have sex with each other without thinking the damn consequence. It even happen before you guys marry and you are the one who wanted the happiness and enjoyment and now you tell me that the baby that you made, owe a duty on your mistake because if wasn't him or her, you will be happy ever after and you won' have to carry such a big burden.
I will tell you, if you think so..you are sucks! 
This is why nowadays the percentage of the criminal cases are increasing. Somehow, part of the criminal came from a broken family. 
Please, don't ruined your children life, save them, teach them and love them.
BE A RESPONSIBLE PARENT! Think twice before you do anything.

And God, please protect him and help him. Thank you.





#Janji ditepati?

Today was bored! I hated the so called "Janji Ditepati" seminar which cost me nothing and well, I don't get anything from there either!
I know I am the one who put up the hand and voluntary myself as a volunteer, I thought of entering to the room and have a pleasant day of volunteer end up escorting peoples at the cafeteria.
It was hot and I am sweating like hell.
No man, this was not right and it's screwed things up. I thought of listening to the what ever Dato Nasri's speech which taking about some "Janji Ditetapi" stuff and end up zero by the time I went into the room. It was having Q&A session, and I planned to ask things about Lynas. That's a waste and I lost the opportunity! 
If it is possible, I will surely asked for my compensation. *laugh*
[Somehow, dude..You are willing to do so, no complaining. Keep it!] *laugh*
Okay~ Forget man, I will just keep my mouth shut!

However, I did gain something for today, that is some new friends and seniors! 
I am a talkative person and I really love to chat and the chat with the senior who was same group with me was awesome. He is friendly and kind, he even offer to fetch us home, but sorry and thanks for the kindness.
Actually, we are not walking back to our hostel, it is just an excuse so that we can go back home earlier.
I apologized for the lie, actually...I used to drive to school. Sorry.

Somehow, I think the "Janji Ditepati" talks was a bullshit stuff.
I don't hear any good answer during the Q&A session. He was just talking crap and not giving the exact things which I hoped.
Am I talking craps? *laugh*
Good night peoples!


Monday, September 17, 2012

愛情階梯 #the Ladder of Love

愛情,原來是可以不分年齡。
當真愛降臨,即使十年的差距,原來就只是欠那一步。
那一步,雙方一起說願意的那一步。
他們的愛情,沒有榮華富貴。
他們的愛情,沒有高床暖枕。
他們的愛情,卻只有6000多的階梯。
但是他們得到的愛情卻遠比6000多的階梯來的多,來的豐富,來的幸福。
因為他們都相信無論年齡的差距即使想一座山的高度,即使是絕路,即使是隔絕塵俗,但是他們都不管,因為他們都只有一個念頭就是“只想要跟你終老”。 他們都希望用一輩子的時間,一起來跨出那地圖,並且不需任何好報,但都只想對方好。
他們的愛情天梯,真的值得傳承下去。
因為,真的。。
有幾多對,能夠持續愛到幾多歲?
當生命,仍能為你豁出去時 ,就像千夫所指裡,誰會理登不登對? 但是仍挽手歷盡在世間興衰。
有幾多對,能悟到幾多精髓? 能撐下去,即使竭力也要為愛盡瘁。 抱緊對方一生未覺累,就只希望能共對方沿途來爬天梯,不用又忌諱,甚至中傷流言都全被悍衛。 留住對方,即使年齡相差十年,旁人又能如何?
因為他們雙方都認為話過不可一世,所以他們都選著了對方。 即使前方仍然大霧,到懸崖或海邊也許永不知道。
即使前面不知道有幾高,或者是一片荒土 ,但是他們能然選著相擁到白頭,一起偕老。 即使每步隨著攀登叫雙手都粗糙,男生甚至從崎嶇這路途,為女生而開墾就是希望女生可走得更好。 即使他們的家園只是泥牆且簡陋,但是我都認為,雙方能夠握著手,包圍他們家園的並不是泥牆而是幸福,簡單的幸福。
一個雙方能夠牽著走,心中懷著勇氣至愛得永久的幸福快樂。 我認為,他們臉上的皺紋就是他們的見證,他們的回憶就是他們的笑容,他們的快樂就是他們的幸福。即使生活簡陋,但是每當他們的回頭,都讓他們覺得,是值得的,是真確的,並且謝謝對方當初的選擇。

Saturday, September 15, 2012

心情 #my Day

没有星星的天空,一片黑漆漆的,真的好寂寞。
这是我望上天空的第一感触。
不知道是因为歌词的关系,每一次听着 华语歌时都会很有感触。
真的很奇怪,不知道是不是因为我比较熟悉华语,所以往往会找到一些在英文歌找不到的感觉。

在大学这段时间,快要进入第三个星期了,时间过得真的很快,转眼间9月快要过去了,我也快要踏进20岁的世界了。
但是,在大学期间,我遇见的,听见的,我都会不敢去问,更不想去说。
因为时间太少了,还来不及去了解每个人。我还不知道,他们会是怎么样得人,所以还是不闻不问最可靠了。哈哈~
所以嘛~还是中学最最最最棒了!
但是,放心吧~我所谓遇见的,听见的都是琐碎事情,是生活上的事情,而不是我的功课上的问题。
真的很想念以前的生活~ 每个人都是傻傻分不清楚。

就好像我,活了20年,连 LITTLE BOB DOG 和 SNOOPY 都傻傻分不清楚。
我一直都以为我一直很爱画的 LITTLE BOB DOG 就是 SNOOPY。 哈哈~
直到,我找回当初妈妈送我的 LITTLE BOB DOG PENCIL BAG,才知道原来那可爱的小东东叫 LITTLE BOB DOG。 O(∩_∩)O哈哈~ 其实,我是知道它不叫 SNOOPY,我也曾经尝试在网上找寻它的影子,但是就是没结果,自然而然就称它为 SNOOPY。

我还记得在我一年级的时候,画画老师要教我们做面具,她要求我们每个同学回去找一个自己喜欢的画像,然后在学校和大家一同画出来。
不知道为么,在“人海”之中,我看上了它。
我还因为画了出来后,嫌它的脸白白的,便在它脸上的周边涂上浅浅的黄色,好让它漂亮些。
就这样,一画便画了10多年了~
我从那一年开始就很喜欢 LITTLE BOB DOG 了。 可能没有什么人会注意它的存在,但是我就是喜欢它。
就像我喜欢 LITTLE BOB DOG 的习惯,应该也没什么人会知道吧~

为什么会这么说呢? 因为每当我画 LITTLE BOB DOG 时,朋友都会问我这是什么。
显然,很少人知道,甚至不知道。O(∩_∩)O哈哈~
他们只知道 HELLO KITTY,并说 HELLO KITTY 很可爱。
就连那年画的面具,多半的人都是画 HELLO KITTY。
说真的,我并不觉得 HELLO KITTY is cute.
反而,BOB DOG 比她可爱多了。
我不会说很讨厌 HELLO KITTY 但是就是不喜欢她。

就因为 HELLO KITTY 很出名,大人都会认为是女生的,都会喜欢。
EXCUSES ME~ I DON'T LIKE HELLO KITTY.
不是每个女生,都喜欢。
你可以说我很是个怪咖,不是女生,永远喜欢一些女生不会喜欢的东西,BUT! THIS IS ME! 
我就是喜欢 BOB DOG, 我就是喜欢玩 RACING CARS, 我就是喜欢 ADVENTUROUS ACTIVITIES。 我虽然有。。。。一丁点的畏高,但是我就是想要玩 BUNGEE JUMP。 
我就是喜欢尝试,IT IS ALWAYS NOT A WRONG TO TRY。或许某些活动我会怕,但是我愿意,因为我认为男生可以的,女生都是可以的。
我真的不想我的生活就因为不敢,不想,就因为想要掩饰,而放弃尝试,而且还让这些烂理由挡住我的去路。我绝不容许。
这就是我!
YOU ACCEPT IT OR NOT~ XD




Friday, September 14, 2012

#Dodge ball was awesome!

It is an awesome day although it is tiring.
Today was my first day to attend the Dodge ball's practice from 5.30pm till supposing is 8pm, but the girls' team going to have a tournament on this coming Saturday. So, I called it as a training for the girls' team. 

So...Girls, I will pray for you guys and all the best in you game, may God bless everyone who are joining the tournament although I am the newbie but really pray hard for everyone. Gambetteh nei!

In my opinion, Dodge ball was really an awesome game or may be sport. May be some of you will asked, "What was that?" *laugh*
Honestly, when I first saw this game on the list of game or sport, I am stunned. Since it is not a well known game and I did asked my dad before, but my eldest brother is the one who are answering me. *laugh*
He said it is some kind of game which like throwing ball. I am curious, so..this was why God created Google which was one of the phrase that Mr Raj always like to say. *laugh*
I Google Dodge ball.
However, I don't feel interesting on it after I Google it and I did planned to join basketball club.
But, when I started to think twice, I prefer Dodge ball rather than Basketball since it was a game that I didn't play before. That's is always no harm for trying. 
So, I messaged John, the president of Dodge ball Club and went for the practice.

When I was there, John taught me the basic technique .
It was pretty fun for the beginning since that was my first time. 
First stage, I have to learn how to throw the ball really hard toward the wall until the "bang bang" sound is produced. While practising, I can hear those "bang bang" sound which produced by seniors. It's was hard. I am envy since my hitting was weak~ *laugh* And John correct my technique of playing, and it's really work~ Thank God! Lastly, I can hear that "bang bang" sound and guess what! I passed the first stage.
Second, is the catch ball technique! I have to learn how to catch the throwing ball which throw by the "opposition". *laugh*
Unfortunately, I don't know  it is so called sprain since I didn't see any swollen. But, my last finger was slightly pain while I try to move it. This was John fault for throwing the ball so hard while I am practising my catch ball technique. *Laugh*
Cheh~ I am bad! Don't ever try to blame people when your technique of playing is terrible. *laugh*
Sorry John, my bad! I keep back my word. *laugh*
Third, is...Third??? I don't think they is a third for the basic. *laugh* Seriously, I don't remembered and I don't think there is a third for the basic. *laugh*
Lastly, John handle me to Jesyca, the girls' team captain and I stated my practice with the girls!

It was exhausted, but is was really cool and awesome.
A game which good for releasing tension. Finally, I found one! *laugh*
You should go and try it when opportunity come. 

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

#Jokes?

OMG, today got screwed up by Mr Raj, my Law of Tort's lecturer.
In the sense that I am wrong, cause I didn't hand up my case book and I am working on it which have to hand up to him by tomorrow. LOL
36 cases in one day time, can I manage to finish it? Gosh~
I can!!!! Malaysia Boleh~Saya Boleh! *laugh* O.O When optimistic bound into me? What to do~ I am that optimism. LOL

Except that, today I was kinda impressive, may be this kind of  "impressive" towards a girl who was my classmate and she said that photocopy was an unethical act. Lol.
Actually, it's make sense, I knew that photocopy is illegal, and it's crossing over peoples copyright just like pirate CD,but who really cares! As long as I can save my purse and especially my parent's purse, who cares that is an illegal act or not, I am totally fine with it.
But this wasn't something that I wanted to express, actually I was stunned for the moment that she mention about unethical act. It was awful. Can you imagine that when everyone is discussing about books with a happy mood and accompany by a lovely morning and you bound out such a word!?!? Nani~ What's wrong with photocopy's books, "they" offended you? LOL
This was what happen, when A asked B did you manage to get your copy, and B said:" I can't, even if I made an order, I still have to wait for a month."
A said:" You can either get second hand books from the seniors or maybe borrow it from the library and make a photocopy of it plus it's much more cheaper."
and B bound out:" oh I don't want to that, that is so unethical as what the lecturer said."
*deng deng* Most of us were in a silent mode. Speechless.
Honestly, I really don' know is it so called honest, but...I think..that was rude.
For me, I wouldn't say so although I think that was an unethical act. Instead of it, I will just said thank you or "oh ya, I will consider about that" rather than bound out wording which hurt people's feeling. That was an unethical act as well.
I know, may be you are rich enough and you are affordable to something extra, but what about others people.
I don't know, I really don't know. Sometimes, that is something that you should be honest, but that is something you shouldn't. It's kinda hurt, pity that Miss A.
She is just trying to advise and speak out her opinions, can't you just entertainment for a moment? LOL
Sorry, I just don't understand.

Honestly, if that happen to me even to someone that I knew, I will tell you sorry. I will speak with you but I won't be using the tune that I speak with my buddy. I will just entertain you politely.
I don't want myself getting garbage when I am trying to tell you something sincerely. LOL. No way man!
Between, who cares~
Being friends, it's just like happy come lucky go.
It you are happy with it, then we are friends, otherwise please leave me alone. LOL
This was just my opinion. No offence~

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

大学第三天 #the Third day of Uni's life

Today is my third day of uni's life.
Starting to use to the environment, and surprisingly lots of my classmates were younger than me. Most of them were born in the year of 1993. Gosh, I was bored in 1992. Isn't it sad, but luckily I am not the oldest. *laugh*

My timetable was not that hectic as the timetable when I was in high school.
It's just normal, and I will be sitting for 4 subject for this semester.
That is the Law of TORT, LEGAL Method, PUBLIC Law, and Law of CONTRACT.

Honestly, I am slightly blurred when lecturer taught in class. Luckily I met some of the pre-law student which is willing to teach me. Thanks a lot.
How great my life is~ and how lucky am I. I always meet someone who is willing to help me although not everyone is willing to when I approached to them, but as least there is someone. Praise to the God :) Thank you :)

Future is just unpredictable as what my dad told me. But it's true! It is unpredictable, who knows what is going to happen the next minute or second.
I don't really know is that a suitable for choosing Law as my future, but I guess I can survive. And, I will survive with brilliant colours. I can do it~

May be the beginning is tough, ton of books waiting for me, millions or maybe billions of pages waiting for me to read up, plus which made me headache the most was the IELTS. I must have the minimum QUALIFICATION of band 7 in order to continue my study in UK.
I do admit that I am not that good in my English. You can see it just through the blog which I written in English, you can see tons of grammar mistake happen in each of the paragraph. Gosh, just wish to bang myself to the wall. It is good if I have a walking dictionary which help me to spell and check for my grammar mistake. How great was it. Darren, I was thinking about you. *laugh*